I suppose I can be classified as a noisy angry type...always just complaining about stuff and telling people of the angry inside...cause I want share I want to be sympathised I want to be be told YES ITS UNFAIR. But the worst (not in the sense of the person being the worst) is the silent angry type. Holding inside only to share with few or only closed closed people. But holding it inside and making no noise... The anger screaming inside must be deaf-ti-fying. Knowing someone like that is really painful. Cause I can feel the angish of the person being that I felt or may be even still subtly still feeling the angish or anger of the situation.
This goes back to what are we all worth? Worth of a degree...degree 2nd lower...degree 2nd upper and 1st?....are we all defined by the paper and ink that is typed, print of handwritten by someone?....What in the world are our worth or value? Some are worth 1k...some 3k....some 5k...some alone the bonus of 1.5mil PER YEAR is probably the worth of my whole entire life. Who defines this WORTH value? What is the judgement based on? Is it as simple as how Tam, Mel and the some other put is as in its just a job and what is really what we want?...is this worth here enough or that we want more?... Is the more the deciding or limiting factor? But then in some cases, similicity is what we want but its unfair-ness we get. We cannot understand why some have a Posch while others a Toyota, and yes others 'Vehicle' 11....What determines why we are in a 3 room...executive...Bangalo A that can cost the value of my entire family and more.....just for earth bricks and space....Some of royal blood...others of tonic-ed filled blood...some others of blood that barely pass for blood.
This goes back to what are we all worth? Worth of a degree...degree 2nd lower...degree 2nd upper and 1st?....are we all defined by the paper and ink that is typed, print of handwritten by someone?....What in the world are our worth or value? Some are worth 1k...some 3k....some 5k...some alone the bonus of 1.5mil PER YEAR is probably the worth of my whole entire life. Who defines this WORTH value? What is the judgement based on? Is it as simple as how Tam, Mel and the some other put is as in its just a job and what is really what we want?...is this worth here enough or that we want more?... Is the more the deciding or limiting factor? But then in some cases, similicity is what we want but its unfair-ness we get. We cannot understand why some have a Posch while others a Toyota, and yes others 'Vehicle' 11....What determines why we are in a 3 room...executive...Bangalo A that can cost the value of my entire family and more.....just for earth bricks and space....Some of royal blood...others of tonic-ed filled blood...some others of blood that barely pass for blood.
We struggle in this world in unfair-ness, in crulity, in injustice...is the world unfair/cruel/injust or is that these entities roam in this earth, in the air, dirts and the hearts of humans?
We fail to understand life now, can we understand life later?.... Do those who pass before us really understand life?...or was it still blankness as we came into the world that we left it empty too.
How many of us will actually figure out this amazing secret of the Universe before we leave it?.
We have a choice to live in this world and how we live in it...but we have no choice in the happenings around, we can only control that which is in us but not out.
What are we all really living for?...Understanding? or the after life?
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