The legacy

Just tired from trying. Another one no sound no picture. Just disappeared into thin air. Seems like the people I get to know are all Hudinins. The amazing 'race' of people who just disappear and reappear expecting me to be waiting for them.

I am just tired, pissed, and frankly don't bother anymore. Numb from the experience, exhausted from the failures.

Seems like my life is heading towered this direction lately. Financial sucks, family is non-existing, may lose my sleeping and staying place soon, no love, no life, and just numb & exhausted from everything. I don't wan to say it or worst even admin it that the Cheongs are not destined for happiness. I really don't want to believe it but no evidences points NOT.

I am sitting in a bus at 7am in the Morning on a 1hr 20mins journey to a job I frankly still don't understand and filled with people who are nice but headfilled with unrealistic expectations and over estimated egos.

Why have the Cheongs come to this situation. Affairs. Mental disorders. Gay. Broken. In debt. No love. Can't feel love. Pitiful.

If we all disappear now, will it make a difference? Will it be better for everyone? More importantly will any one miss us?

Tired...exhausted...I start another day of unrealistic expectations and over the top egos.


Augy Bogy from iPhone