Is it possible for goodfriends, bestfriends after so long a time go into a zone or blur-ness? That suddenly everything become blur from the passing time, and that you are just in name the BF or GF but no more actually an understanding friend? or is that scenrio only played when some assumed that the status of BF and GF was established long ago that actually in reality that it was a spoken word of no value and that it never existed? That what was build on was not the foundation stone but the muddy clay, slippery wet and anytime may collapse due to the weight of the condition of the friendship? Stains and burdens, problems and arguments? I wonder sometimes, the 'fingers' that I count are they really my BF or GF or that they are but my active imagjnation of something that does not exist and all the feelings of having this friendship was more one-side then two...
Because if the friendship was that strong, was meant to be, was in the statuse of BF and GF....then why can't it stand up to the gentle breeze of the ocean but crumple into a thousand flakes upon the clay of life?
If you were really my BF or GF, why can people come between us yet to you is just.....normal?....
If only.....
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